A New Year, A New Heart

A new year, a new heart, a new life,
Smiling out the window as your wife.
Content and alone in the icy fortress,
Away from the world of hot distress.

Gone from the life I once cherished,
Invisible as though I had perished.
A 1,000 times I weep without fail,
For the lost love of my Holy Grail.

Harsh lessons weigh heavy on my mind,
I failed to notice or can not find.
How did I miss my one true divine?
Still living as though my life is fine.


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Across the Sands of Time

I will walk with you
Across the sands of time,
Hand in hand & heart to heart,
Forever love of mine.

Awakened to the morning sun
Basking in your charms,
Soul in Soul & mind to mind,
Safely inside your arms.


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Can't You See?

So the song that doesn't leave my head ... who is sending this to me?

Every night and then when I wake up everyday.

He says it isn't him. But I know, I always knew. :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZLh1z6IzZQA&feature=related

And the Girl Who Could Never Stop Trying Finally Gave Up

Forever isn't long enough ....

In Search of My Muse

Where is my muse to light my fire?
Creating love in this pure desire.
My heart is barely breathing now,
The distant remembrance of his wow.

Long ago I felt his heartbeat in mine,
The soul of the Gods, my one true divine.
Will I meet him this lifetime or never?
Is he carefully cloaking himself forever?

Does he run and flee from the passion within?
The cinders that smolder the likes of all men.
Or will my white knight come and capture my heart?
Come extinguish this longing that tears me apart.

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Destiny's True Light

Thinking long and hard that I shall never look into his eyes again. The loss of my soul in knowing the man-child. The lessons of hate and betrayal that taught me how to stand tall and never look back. Only once in my life this valuable lesson. That I ever had to suffer through it all confuses. Praying nightly for redemption from the cold memories. Frostbite on the tip of my tongue ready to answer to the one whom answers only to Lucifer. No sorrow for his fake life that he portrays to others. I know the truth ... I hear the truth. My heart hears his cries at night. Well deserved for all the cruelty the life has caused others. Pity? I dare not say he would deserve the luxury. A little more torment may lead him to know the God inside of him. More battle with the beast shall bring him to his knees and then the thoughts from the wounded souls will be heard. On a dark night the message will be accepted of the true path and then the flash of goodness that lies dormant inside will long to make peace with the world. Then and only then will destiny shine a true light to awaken God within the concrete walls of self-loathing.


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Inside My Heart Of Hearts

That I shall ever trust him again in this life is a mystery,
Bitter, icy malice of the reaper who haunts the likes of me.

Lost in unfinished dreams that echo of the torment of slumber,
Evoking dark tremors night after night, far too many to number.

Awaken to reality in all the brightness of the light of this day,
Wrapped in illusions of us and the fact I must now have to pay.

The frozen rain that crackles in the once full,and glowing parts,
The love I keep safe inside the walls, inside my heart of hearts.

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