Across the Sands of Time

I will walk with you
Across the sands of time,
Hand in hand & heart to heart,
Forever love of mine.

Awakened to the morning sun
Basking in your charms,
Soul in Soul & mind to mind,
Safely inside your arms.


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Can't You See?

So the song that doesn't leave my head ... who is sending this to me?

Every night and then when I wake up everyday.

He says it isn't him. But I know, I always knew. :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZLh1z6IzZQA&feature=related

And the Girl Who Could Never Stop Trying Finally Gave Up

Forever isn't long enough ....

In Search of My Muse

Where is my muse to light my fire?
Creating love in this pure desire.
My heart is barely breathing now,
The distant remembrance of his wow.

Long ago I felt his heartbeat in mine,
The soul of the Gods, my one true divine.
Will I meet him this lifetime or never?
Is he carefully cloaking himself forever?

Does he run and flee from the passion within?
The cinders that smolder the likes of all men.
Or will my white knight come and capture my heart?
Come extinguish this longing that tears me apart.

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Destiny's True Light

Thinking long and hard that I shall never look into his eyes again. The loss of my soul in knowing the man-child. The lessons of hate and betrayal that taught me how to stand tall and never look back. Only once in my life this valuable lesson. That I ever had to suffer through it all confuses. Praying nightly for redemption from the cold memories. Frostbite on the tip of my tongue ready to answer to the one whom answers only to Lucifer. No sorrow for his fake life that he portrays to others. I know the truth ... I hear the truth. My heart hears his cries at night. Well deserved for all the cruelty the life has caused others. Pity? I dare not say he would deserve the luxury. A little more torment may lead him to know the God inside of him. More battle with the beast shall bring him to his knees and then the thoughts from the wounded souls will be heard. On a dark night the message will be accepted of the true path and then the flash of goodness that lies dormant inside will long to make peace with the world. Then and only then will destiny shine a true light to awaken God within the concrete walls of self-loathing.


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Inside My Heart Of Hearts

That I shall ever trust him again in this life is a mystery,
Bitter, icy malice of the reaper who haunts the likes of me.

Lost in unfinished dreams that echo of the torment of slumber,
Evoking dark tremors night after night, far too many to number.

Awaken to reality in all the brightness of the light of this day,
Wrapped in illusions of us and the fact I must now have to pay.

The frozen rain that crackles in the once full,and glowing parts,
The love I keep safe inside the walls, inside my heart of hearts.

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Excuse My Soul

I've lost your memory forever hidden from my heart,
Ghosts of the past darken the longer we're apart.

I can not continue to act as if the extreme malice
Shown to me was deserved from your crimson palace.

But I can excuse my soul for believing in dreams,
Ones only my trusting heart held dear it seems.

All an illusion to have faith in one whom shatters
The covenant of we,acting as if nothing matters.

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Dreams

In my dreams there is a wish that is coming true,
Each day the celebration of uniting the lost two.

In his dreams the same dream keeps finding a home,
Where the days lead them as one, at night they roam.

In our dreams the future unfolds as it were today,
Divine guidance as the angels lead us on our pure way.

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Dead

You are dead to me as if I had viewed your corpse
Laying in a silken pine box waiting for your last wake,
Dead as the stench of betrayal and hypocrisy of the
Bodies walked over in the drive to the top of life.

I am dead to you from the first moment you realized
My purity of thought was as true as your darkness,
Dead as the shriveled heart that is left from the
Torture of your destruction against any kindness.

We are dead, never were, never will be anything but
A cold, black memory where there is no hero or ghost,
Dead as a novel no one has read, or will ever see by
An author who looks at them as ones he loves the most.



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Long Ago and Far Away

Long ago and far away lives the ghost of we,
A joyful laugh, a warm embrace, a faded memory.
Long ago and far away lives a dream of us two,
Where I waited daily with dinner made for you.

Long ago and far away my heart merged with yours,
Before the dreaded day when you then became hers.
Long ago and far away I waited lonely all alone,
Sitting all by myself staring at the silent phone.

Long ago and far away the destiny of us has died,
Where once a golden future ended as they cried.

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Suddenly I Realize

Suddenly I realize the passion in your embrace,
Engulfing me in paradise in my favorite place.
The gleam in your eyes reflecting love divine,
The warmth of our heart knowing all will be fine.

Suddenly I realize the loyalty of my one true love,
Angelic wings that protect with strength from above.
A soft voice that assures me when life throws me curves,
A gentle presence that teaches me the ducks and swerves.

Suddenly I realize the divine being dropped in my lap,
When synchronicity brings to me a benevolent life map.
And a pure soul that ignites our love from simple lust,
And I know our love is built around patience and trust.


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A Second Chance

When will this be over and our paths will never cross?
The months of bitter anguish just multiply my lose.

The pain in my heart that seems to get louder each day,
As I hold up my head remembering how you looked that way.

It's your smile that gives sunshine that brightens the sky,
The sweet, warm embrace we share each day we say good-bye.

I wish that God answered my prayer - I pray for one more night,
For You to be given a second chance to make this work out right.


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The Butterfly Will Fly Away

Hiding in the cocoon hidden from the cold night,
Only God above can make this all work out right.
But he is too far away from our life to even listen,
Walking in a tunnel to complete this divine mission.

The butterfly will fly away off to a new haven of rest,
Enmeshed in a holy journey meeting the best of the best.
And these dark days and morbid nights, gone from memory,
Where God will guide us daily in our path of pure destiny.

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Praying on Both Knees

Hiding in the forest lost among the trees,
Purity of thought in praying on both knees,
Crying out in pain for the twist of this fate,
Once lost in true love, but now it is too late.

Above the God of thunder crashes in the dark storm,
Only memories of her one true love to keep her warm.
Intrigued by the passion of his attention at first,
Being a prisoner in his life ... from best to worst.

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Divine Guidance

For once my heart was open and the love came pouring in,
For once I met a real man who was a knight among all men.
His laughter was like sunshine that made my heart sing,
His eyes touched the depths of my soul making him a king.

Pure light is a true beacon that calls to our love divine,
Trusting him was easy with actions to believe we were fine.
Never had a worry, never had a doubt it was not meant to be,
That God had divinely guided this link in our life destiny.

I wrapped my heart around his and the love continues to grow,
With a passion so fiery hot it melts the ice into liquid snow.
What a treasure this holy grail has brought into nights & days,
I will love him eternally with the brightness of sunshine rays.

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Heavenly Desire

My sweet love you are joy in every waking breath,
Life in each caress, I'll love you to the death.

Each night I lay my head down to fall asleep,
You are in my dreams with a passion so deep.

The spiritual connection that ignites with fire,
Fills my heart and soul with heavenly desire.

Forever and ever our souls will never part,
Lost in God's affinity within our one heart.

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False Facade

The ceremony is over, the real you is seen,
Not the sweet reflection but one who's mean.
Nothing can be done right,all a mistake,
Divine torture revealing the true fake.

You will never be good enough it seems,
At night the tears run down in streams.
How long will the false facade of love last?
Until you realize the future is like the past


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Always in All Ways

Always in all ways the flow of love grows,
For each person in life as long as I know.
There is joy in the smile as we are greeting,
Laughter and peace in each of our meetings.

There is divine true grace as our hearts merge,
A true energy match as we embrace the serge.
The light in our souls are a beacon to mine,
A channel of gratitude to the great divine.


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In a Perfect World

In a perfect world, on a perfect day,
There would be kindness and gentleness.

In a perfect world, at a perfect time,
There could be laughter and friendship.

In a perfect world, in a perfect place,
There will be a shared lunch and dreams.

In a perfect world, in a perfect life,
There is our divine love and devotion.

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Blissful Start

Leaving the past behind, burying the dead,
Memories of our life are now leaving my head.
Seeking to make an end from our lost connections,
All the sorrow brought to me in our reflections.

Laying ghosts down to rest of our one-sided kinship,
Onto green pastures where there is true friendship.
Withdrawing...over my hiatus from the world outside,
Disconnecting with "we" creates a benevolent inside.

Entering the threshold of change to blend in God's light,
Finally settling lost matters making our one heart right.
Following the grace that calls to aspire a blissful start,
Partnering with those who have my best interests at heart.

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The Light of My Heart

In the light of my heart there is a picture of you,
A bright reflection in my soul of all that is true.

The one energy match that lights up like the 4th of July.
The one I prayed to meet, the one who makes my heart cry.

No matter how many lifetimes my spirit will recognise yours,
Even when you deceive me in making your life part of hers.

Your eyes can't lie they are a window to your soul of divine,
Your thoughts reach me daily making me know we are entwined.

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Our Spiritual Friendship

My spiritual friend, my confidant, you are the soul match to mine,
Creating trust in each communication, linking our hearts to divine.
Feeling the warm caress of peace wrapping around me in gentle empathy,
Wishing all mankind was like you my brother more inclined to sympathy.

We are spiritual lovers deeply bonded in altruistic, karmic compassion,
Our hearts stay open to each other in sensitivity without human ration.
We are true soul mates and dearly beloved friends in each and every way,
Our familiarity from the past will be met in physicality one sweet day!

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Dark Night of The Soul

The walk dear one so somber in the dark night,
Wicked cold embraces the once warm heartstrings.
Ice crackling under each unsteady cadence stride,
Pulsing out of each crack running out on the side.

At last laying down to slumber on the soft feathers,
Closing out life as the turbulent storm weathers.
Wrapped in a cocoon waiting for the new life to come,
The light that breaks darkness from soul's dull hum.

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The Gentle Peace of True Love

Paradise my love in each second I look in your eyes.
Each moment spent with you,makes his memory die.
You bring to me a peace that no other man could ever,
For you are my one true love forever and ever and ever.

Joy in your smile, love in each of our long embraces,
There is no distance between us or cold,lonely spaces.
Tender love in each sweet kiss we gently share each day,
Along our soul path in unity, with God to guide the way.

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Heaven of Destiny

I see and honor the divine in you with each meeting,
Loyal to our cause even though there is much cheating.
Forgiveness for the trials of those actions my brother,
I see the God in you,unequal on this Earth to no other.

The quest of this liaison to unite our one soul & heart,
Though each breath reinvents the wheel to keep us apart.
Soon the time will come for you to see the God inside me,
When at last the veils are lifted in our heaven of destiny.

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His Enchantment

Soul bondage breaking the rules of free will,
Creating a dependency that says wait until ...
He is in the driver seat in this unequal game,
Calling all the shots, forsaking our one name.

Trapped in a labyrinth of trials through the fire,
Working each nerve with the captivation of desire.
Many dimensions of reality in this entriging dance,
Leaving much unsaid when he had a fateful chance.

Profoundly changed, never freed from the soul effect,
Contained in his protection from the world of neglect.
Giving security amiss the keynote of his enchantment,
Basking in our one soul,enough for true contentment.


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Catch Me If You Can

Catch me if you can, by moonlight or sunbeam,
Across the twilight in your deepest dream.
His spirit moves me to great acts of kindness,
Without our beacon of love there is loneliness.

We are 1-and-1 together that makes life whole.
Total rapture in our allegiance to God's soul.
Running in circles this endless hamster wheel,
Only my holy grail can seal this divine deal.

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Lady in Waiting

His thoughts are golden arrows to her spirit,
Her heart is wide open, his ego will not hear it.
The essence of their one true love creating eternity,
Searching for each other time and again without destiny.

The last challenge, the gauntlet has been thrown,
Clear in her true memory, to him she is unknown.
All the beautiful days and nights in their lives,
The lack of recognition cuts like 1,000 knives.

The lady in waiting believed if she was pure,
That on their chance meeting he would pick her.
Instead purity is looked down on in disgust,
An open heart, too naive ... too full of trust.

Dreaming on her pillow too many nights to number,
Wrapped in adoration while his heart slumbers.
Remembering their mission in God's life plan,
Someday she will find her one true immortal man.

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No Mercy For the Weary Heart

Bowing before the throne down on both knees,
My head is torn into pieces as I beg please.
No mercy for the weary heart that is oozing,
Total destruction, a death of his choosing.

Bowing before God giving all the pain to divine,
The Holy Grail has spilled he will never be mine.
Walking away in total defeat by life's insane twists,
Memories burnt in my soul, forever to be gravely missed.


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True Path

This day has many songs running through my head. One of my favorites ...




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sE9std-lwXQ&feature=related

Beyond The Realm

Awakened to pure thoughts of our passionate heart,
Dreaming of the future ... wanting to make a start.
You are miles away in life and my minds' lost destiny,
At night I often wonder do you ever think about me?

In another realm, on a different plane, no abuse,
But here on planet Earth there really is no use.
For you are soiled from the habit of material drive,
Wanting only wealth, power, and your evil satyr drive.

Light years away from what destiny wanted to illuminate,
One is filled with God's love and one is filled with hate.
Beyond the realm of the minds' eye a soul silently rests,
Awaiting an illuminated future after all the senseless tests.

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The Edge of the Slippery Slope

The green path down the narrow road leading to my destiny;
A single shadow with a steady step along the spiritual way.
The wind beneath my wings is your deep voice in me after all,
You left my body and soul yet our loving memories still call.

Walking out to edge of the slippery slope in the crashing rain,
A deep breath is taken as the world's quest breaks the pain.
Shall life open the gateway to my one true partner in waiting,
The benevolence of divine intervention, the horror of dating.

A grayness in the thoughts that dare to dream of another,
To trust another spirit with the eternal love of our mother.
He is there in my thoughts yet I will not allow closeness,
Bonded to reality,one part of my heart that's still missed.

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White Knight

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2iHFnjfsyVE

This says it all ... white knight, superman, dreams.

Almost Gone

Almost gone, the memories of fate at low tide,
Wishing I could say it's been a fantastic ride.
Wishing on a star that it didn't end this way,
Wishing in my dreams that our life could be okay.

Almost quiet, the frantic beating in my warm chest,
Crying buckets of rain as our hearts take a rest.
Crying as I tally all the days and weeks since we met,
Crying in my dreams, that is the best it will ever get.

Almost ...

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Always on my Mind

Oh how my dreams are full of your hugs,
Your arms wrapped around me so snug.
The tender embrace that ends in a kiss,
Unbridled passion in the morning mist.

Our sweet union of the soul and the ego,
Home in the memories of all that we know.
For never will I long for another in this way,
Our love is the greatest romance of the day.

One and one together in our immortal fantasy,
Truth with lasting allegiance both you & me.
Loyalty and trust the cement that forever binds,
Maybe apart in distance,but never in our minds.

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Life's Cold Deviation

The terror is almost over, soon I will be far away,
Never to feel the daggers to my heart,one sweet day.

The pouring rain of the sorrow ripping at my brain,
The betrayal of the soul, deception is all that came.

Death has reached into the deepest parts causing unrest,
Deceiving the spirit to think I'd been divinely blessed.

Horror in fact is the truth in knowing the blackness smell,
Corrosion in the heart, piercing the devil's haunted yell.

Enlightenment in each daily meditation of divine activation,
Forever God's spiritual child, saved from our cold deviation.

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The Message in Your Dreams

I hear your heart call for me,
Why do you torment my mind?
Am I not free to live?
Why is your sorrow mine?

You thought that it would stop?
You believed the memories would leave?
For someone so intelligent you just
Haven't figured out the mystery yet.

Part of the path is letting ego go,
The lesson to listen to our heart.
The intelligence to embrace our soul.
The courage to face our dangerous love.

Keep running and the message comes in your dreams,
Keep escaping and the loathing crawls in your brain.
Peace in all ways is the answer to the intense fear,
Love is the holy grail we all seek, our greatest quest.

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Random Acts of Kindness

There are times when it is not possible or even prudent to return a favor. The Random Acts of Kindness movement is all about just this—passing on a kindness to someone other than the one who performed a good deed for you.

Here are a few questions to consider when someone wants to do something for you:

•Are you concerned with what someone will think of you if you don’t reciprocate?

•Are you concerned with what you will think of you if you don’t reciprocate?

•Do you think most people have ulterior motives when they want to do something for you?

•Do you feel undeserving of anyone doing something for you?

•Are you afraid you will have to do something you don’t want to do if you let someone do something for you?

An experienced Receiver does not fear being indebted to a Giver because the gate of giving and receiving swings both ways—receiving sometimes and giving at other times. It is only when you don’t have practice at both, that it is easy to be confused about what your needs and rights are.

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Helen Steiner Rice Quotes

When you are in troubled and worried and sick at heart
And your plans are upset and your world falls apart,
Remember God's ready and waiting to share

The burden you find much to heavy to bear--
So with faith, "Let Go and Let GOD" lead your way
Into a brighter and less troubled day"

— Helen Steiner Rice

"...When you ask God for a gift,
Be thankful if he sends,
Not diamonds, pearls or riches,
but the love of real true friends.
"
— Helen Steiner Rice quotes

"Time is not measured
by the years that you live
But by the deeds that you do
and the joy that you give-
And each day as it comes
brings a chance to each one
To love to the fullest,
leaving nothing undone
That would brighten the life
or lighten the load
Of some weary traveler
lost on Life's Road-
So what does it matter
how long we may live
If as long as we live
we unselfishly give."
— Helen Steiner Rice

True Light

True light in the darkest parts of my soul;
You are barely in my life, what is your role?

The tears of sadness creates a void in my vows,
Silently waiting for destiny in a cloud of nows.

Angelic wings that create virtue in the promise,
That life will quietly lead me to who I miss.

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Love Forevermore

Love is not love which alters when it alteration finds. ~William Shakespeare, "Sonnet CXVI"


He felt now that he was not simply close to her, but that he did not know where he ended and she began. ~Leo Tolstoy

I learned the real meaning of love. Love is absolute loyalty. People fade, looks fade, but loyalty never fades. You can depend so much on certain people, you can set your watch by them. And that's love, even if it doesn't seem very exciting. ~Sylvester Stallone

Love is like a friendship caught on fire. In the beginning a flame, very pretty, often hot and fierce, but still only light and flickering. As love grows older, our hearts mature and our love becomes as coals, deep-burning and unquenchable. ~Bruce Lee

Love is when you can be your true self with someone, and you only want to be your true self because of them. ~Terri Guillemets

Love is to let those we love be perfectly themselves, and not to twist them to fit our own image... otherwise we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them. ~Author Unknown